Quote from: Pedo4VR on 22 April, 2026, 12:58:15Epstein was no more a monster than most of us. If we had billions and had access to teenage girls we would be very much like Epstein.Epstein was just another rich, womanizing jackass. I understand trying to unravel the ridiculous emphasis society puts on anything sexual involving children, as if it will magically scar them by the basic virtue of being sexual, but when you take away the children from the equation, you're still left with a guy who cared about no one but himself.


Quote from: Lillab on 22 April, 2026, 02:01:58Thank you for your kind words. I really appreciate it. Although, I am making myself sound more wise than I am. I am making a lot of assumptions, and I keep getting things wrong. I point you in the right direction, and I point you in the wrong direction, because I don't know you, nor the people you talk about, nor what culture you live in. It's up to you to think about my guesses, and figure out why it is true or false. I guessed that E was jealous, and you provided evidence that shows she probably isn't.You have said a lot of opposite things about E. It sounds like you have a bunch of strong emotions all twisted up together, which may feel overwhelming at times. The thing that helps the most right now is simply untying the knot to help you think more clearly. Just by exploring these thoughts and emotions, it helps loosen them up and unwind. All you really need is somewhere safe to talk it out and express yourself. You are feeling better because you are talking about it, and not because I am wise. You are the one working out the problems. Are you feeling better about E? Do you feel confused? Worried? Angry? Well, you can calm those emotions down just by talking about them. It works talking with anyone, although some people are more helpful than others. We live dangerous lives. We have to be careful all the time. You need to think clearly to be careful. You need to be calm. You need to love yourself and take care of yourself. You need to be friendly, to help people trust and respect you. All of this is hard to do if you are overwhelmed by emotions.to be honest I'm getting better now with E our relationship is unhealthy and I'm so busy to even be angry and confused about her, what I only think is I'm worried she would not find another boyfriend she can play with and just keep me an option to be always available for her when the time come and that time is unavailable because I'm building another relationship with C and L not to mention with other kids who might get my attention. If only I eat C while I'm eating E they will be friends bonded through me this is another info I'd like to share the first sexual encounter I have with E she was lying in bed beside C I only eat E because I'm not into C that time but fate just like to joke around C is becoming attractive and I even try to seduce E and C together but it did not work that is another story for another time.
Quote from: Lillab on 22 April, 2026, 02:01:58You are so lucky to have such wonderful girls in your life, that come to you for pleasure. Well, the sexual stuff is nice, but for me the best part is just being able to be a part of their lives. I am so happy for you.unfortunately after I played with kids who visited me today I decided to wash myself and to my surprise C and L also visited me while I'm still in the bathroom what even dismayed me was my sister-in-law shouted at them she doesn't even know that this two little one are the light of my life my sister-in-law just think that these two little angel are nuisance in her life like the other kids in town that misbehaving unexpectedly every now and then. How can I suggest to my sister-in-law that I need these two children to keep me from breathing in this world subliminally so she's not always angry at them whenever they're in the house visiting me? maybe I know her reasons because my affection is showing to both of them while she didn't even see me show affection to her child but it is hard to fake your fondness I love my nephew but it's just that nothing more nothing less.Now I'm afraid because it confirms my assumptions about C that she's getting smarter or intelligent because I saw her dad get out of the house before I decided to wash myself I did not think that she will visit me or go near me even if her father is away what even stunned me was she even tag along L to visit me I know that L is so busy playing with other kids so it is impossible for her to go near me today unless she is following someone she trusted more. What I'm afraid is what if C discover she can get the same pleasure to other adult or someone she trusted more than me and decided she no longer need me to achieve that play I will even lost L which is devastating to even think about and through the years I learned that building a relationship to a child is harder than I anticipated some kids give their trust easily others didn't even know it they're just not capable of feeling it yet.P.S list of question @Lillab I really need your help with this to confirm that I'm not fantasizing all of it.
Quote from: And I Love Her on 17 April, 2026, 00:14:28I've had some bad moments, and this is a rabbit hole I've gone quite far down. But there just never seemed to be any evidence it could work. Despite all the pedophiles in the world, I never found any Western converts married to little Jasmines. Other countries (like Cambodia) are old news, and you're just as likely to get arrested there as in the West. I'm not proud to admit it, but I'd like you to prove me wrong. Sadly, the evidence just isn't there.Fair enough, I stand corrected. Not that I would try it anyway, but never mind then.