regrets from not doing anything in the past

[spugachyov]

I wish I would have known about dildo's in different sizes, about lube and that you can quickly stretch a girl to accomodate a larger dick. For some reason, when I was younger, I thought my dick was waaaaay too big to be fucking 8/9yo girls in the pussy. So I didn't even try. I bought some monster dildos and used them on my adult gf and she managed to take them. Fucking her felt like fucking a whale afterwards.

If I had more knowledge about the anatomy of little girls I would have fucked a 9yo girl and her 6yo sister and came inside of them for many years.

[Lostbutmaybefound]

I also have a little voice in my head saying 'what if...' but I'm still happy I didn't give in to my urges even though I had some potential chances as a teenager. I could have had some mind blowingly arousing moments but they would have just fueled the fire and eventually I would have got caught either by bad luck or by simply thinking with my dick and not thinking about how the girl feels about anything.
Having said that I still do have one actual and real regret: I had a sleepover at my friend's place and I happened to walk past his little sister's (maybe 6yo at the time) room while she was getting ready for shower. She just said that it's okay if I want to watch her undress. I instantly thought that I was gonna get caught and even though she was making the initiative all the blame would be put on me and I would be banished from their house forever. Probably it would have been an exciting and great memory for me to cherish to this day. 

[serendipityv]

As many people have already highlighted, regrets are normal - but there's no shame in having them. If you didn't do anything it's because you weren't ready to at that stage in your life and you have grown and changed since then. I was a the first 'underage' pussy for an adult friend when I was 13 and he was late 40's, and he also regretted not acting earlier. But with how inexperienced he was he probably would have been caught, so it's better he waited. It's easy to regret what could have gone right, it's not easy to celebrate avoiding what could have gone wrong.
Here's to the future <3

[LonelyDaddy]

Short term while feeling horny, I tend to regret a lot. Long term I'm fine with my choices so far.

[cloverheart]

When I was about thirteen, my eight years old cousin was sitting by the pool area with me and she suddenly pulled the area below of her swimsuit and said surprised "look how it looks!", so I looked and she was touching her veevee. I didn't say anything and I acted as if I didn't hear anything, looking away because it startled me. It was so suddenly. But I kept this image for ever and I regret not talking something back...

[AlexUnder]

When I was about thirteen, my eight years old cousin was sitting by the pool area with me and she suddenly pulled the area below of her swimsuit and said surprised "look how it looks!", so I looked and she was touching her veevee. I didn't say anything and I acted as if I didn't hear anything, looking away because it startled me. It was so suddenly. But I kept this image for ever and I regret not talking something back...

Oh, my . . . that's a gorgeous memory, but I imagine it's tormented you for years! It could have gone very differently, right? 

[Lostbutmaybefound]

Short term while feeling horny, I tend to regret a lot. Long term I'm fine with my choices so far.

I can second that. But I'm happy that the feelings of regret that I have while horny usually turn more into relief after the orgasm has worn down. Being horny really can cloud your mind.

[zack89]

I used to let regrets bother me, but I've come to accept that the past turned out the way it did and there's nothing I can do about it now. I've been fortunate enough to have the experiences I did have, but I can recount some, shall we say, lost opportunities because I didn't have the balls to make a move. I'll share one in particular.

For a few years I had a step sister, a cute 7 year old blonde girl, I was 10. I thought she was cute, but couldn't admit it, I was too shy and so was she. Looking back, I know we could have had a stronger bond, but it just didn't happen, which is a shame because I have a feeling she had feelings for me too. I rarely had any alone time with her, our relationship to eachother was always overshadowed by my mother, her father, and our other siblings. There was this one time where all us kids played a game in the pool where we would moon eachother, basically we would all go under water and flash our butts lol. As time progressed, the blonde girl and I became the only ones doing it to eachother, and it got to the point where we weren't just showing our butts, but pulling our bathing suits even lower. I got a full view of her beautiful, smooth, hairless little burger. :3 Eventually my mother got uncomfortable with the whole situation and told us to get out of the pool. There was another time where we were all in a rush to get ready in the morning and go somewhere, so her father jokingly suggested that the blonde girl and I jump in the shower together to save time. I will never forget the look on her face, her smile was beaming with excitement. Then of course her father said "of course not, I'm just joking!" but deep inside I really wanted it to happen, and obviously so did she. One of my deepest regrets was not taking her aside, being honest with her and finding us some private time. I know we could have had some fun experiences if only I was less shy and more assertive in regards to my desires. Unfortunately, I was too worried about how others would have percieved it if ever we got caught, so I never made a move. As far as regrets go, this is one that cuts deep.

[GirlsAreBest]

I know this seems silly but there is a part of me that fantasizes and thinks about what if in the past, when i was younger and had more access to kids, if i was braver. What if i was smarter. What if i did kiss who i wanted to kiss and love who i actually wanted to love without judgement or self disgust? I fantasize about many little girls and even some boys i had friendships with who i didnt escalate things with out of fear of hurting them.I think about how nice it would have been to kiss them, and cuddle with them. Maybe even be the first person to give them oral, or be naked with them. Be the person they trust enough to explore with, come to with about things like that. I know i made morally and legally the right choice in just not doing anything at all but there is for sure a part of me that wants to explore the other side, and hopes that someone i could get away with it and do it without damaging them. Some of these younger people i still talk to, and when i hug them to say goodbye i smell their hair and for the rest of the day i just imagine a different world where they were active with me, and i was feeling through their hair as they ride the shit out of me. Or collapsing on my chest after a long day outside, tired and sweaty, maybe a fans going as we sit on the couch. I can feel their heart beat against my chest.

Another part of it is something i recognize clearly and thats my predatory instincts caused by insecurities. Part of me hopes they would want to be sexually active and ready to have sex throughout their lives. I could have a 14 year old bj, or call up a 16 year old and eat her out like she was younger. I wouldnt pass them up when they turned 18, or even 30, that life long connection to them. Part of me wants slaves i guess. I know myself well enough that i would be fine if they moved on.

As i get older i just feel like i missed out on ever experiencing what im attracted to and like most people that causing me to think, what if. What if things went perfect.

This is not the same person here now. What happened to you while PSC was away, my guy...?

[zergrush111]

This is not the same person here now. What happened to you while PSC was away, my guy...?

This was May of 2023. Long before the server issues started. Ill put in short, 2023 beat the piss out of me. I tried that year to accept it and live with it and i was basically a predator that entire year. I let go of every moral and goal i had and really put my life in danger along with many others to basically fulfill a long standing fantasy. I still have these fantasies. This post was basically me saying "i dont care about my life like i used to, the life i live and the sacrifices i made to live this life are no where near as fulfilling or amazing as the fantasies I wish to have are, it was all for nothing, I wish I took greater risks". I now know its better than I live like I used to rather than accept it because now I live even more in fear of police raids screaming down on my head. Every self improvement action I take just feels like trying to disarm a bomb I rigged the entire year of 2023. Also I got shamed an insane degree in 2023 just because my behavior was more brash and risky and my depression got worse. Thats what changed.

[GirlsAreBest]

This is not the same person here now. What happened to you while PSC was away, my guy...?

This was May of 2023. Long before the server issues started. Ill put in short, 2023 beat the piss out of me. I tried that year to accept it and live with it and i was basically a predator that entire year. I let go of every moral and goal i had and really put my life in danger along with many others to basically fulfill a long standing fantasy. I still have these fantasies. This post was basically me saying "i dont care about my life like i used to, the life i live and the sacrifices i made to live this life are no where near as fulfilling or amazing as the fantasies I wish to have are, it was all for nothing, I wish I took greater risks". I now know its better than I live like I used to rather than accept it because now I live even more in fear of police raids screaming down on my head. Every self improvement action I take just feels like trying to disarm a bomb I rigged the entire year of 2023. Also I got shamed an insane degree in 2023 just because my behavior was more brash and risky and my depression got worse. Thats what changed.

I've left you a PM. I really want to help if possible. I just needed to know what happened first, so forgive me if I overstepped any bounds or opened old wounds.

[Rivers]

As others have said, you can regret doing and regret not doing.

There is no way to know how going forward with a kid will turn out.
Maybe good, maybe bad, but the bad outcomes far outweigh the good ones.

So anyone thinking the regret of "missing out" is bad, imagine for a second what the regret of getting a bad outcome would feel like.

[Moon Child]

"When you die you're going to regret the things you don't do. You think you're queer? I'm going to tell you something: we're all queer. You think you're a thief? So what? You get befuddled by a middle-class morality? Get shut of it. Shut it out. You cheated on your wife? You did it, live with it. You fuck little girls, so be it. There's an absolute morality? Maybe. And then what? If you think there is, then be that thing. Bad people go to hell? I don't think so. If you think that, act that way. A hell exists on earth? Yes. I won't live in it. That's me."  -Ricky Roma.

Sorry, this Al Pacino rant from the film 'Glengarry Ross' came into my head when I read post title.

[Deep_Blue]

          Hello All,
          From the Argentinian poet Jorge Luis Borges (wrote some months before his death, 1986):

"If I could live again my life,
In the next – I'll try,
to make more mistakes,
I won't try to be so perfect,
I'll be more relaxed,
I'll be more full – than I am now,
In fact, I'll take fewer things seriously,
I'll be less hygienic,
I'll take more risks,
I'll take more trips,
I'll watch more sunsets,
I'll climb more mountains,
I'll swim more rivers,
I'll go to more places – I've never been,
I'll eat more ice creams and less lima beans,
I'll have more real problems – and fewer imaginary ones.

I was one of those people who live
prudent and prolific lives –
each minute of his life,
Of course that I had moments of joy – but,
if I could go back I'll try to have only good moments,
If you don't know – that's what life is made of,
Don't lose the now!
I was one of those who never goes anywhere
without a thermometer,
without a hot water bottle,
without an umbrella and without a parachute,
If I could live again – I would travel light,
If I could live again – I'll try to work bare feet
from the beginning of spring till the end of autumn,
I'll ride more carts,
I'll watch more sunrises and play with more children,
If I have the life to live – but now I am 85, and I know that I am dying ..."
― Jorge Luis Borges, The Aleph and Other Stories

           ..."play with more children"... was Borges one of us? Maybe...

[Pat975]

My main regret is not having more time fondling the package of an 8 year old boy cousin.  He was super eager too.