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Started by nyarla, 13 June, 2023, 11:10:48

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Katou

Room door sign philosophical and strange phrases always have a special place lol, this story reminded me of a song about a guy going back to his homeland picking mushrooms along the way lol

nyarla

 I got myself some of the nastiest flu I ever got. One must always pay the price for changing climates and my body is probably not the healthiest. It did gave me the opportunity to catch up with pretty much every show I wanted;

Mandalorian season 3 ain't half as bad as people are saying and the final battle for Mandalore was awesome.
Andor is awesome.
Boruto went all over the place didn't it? Argh.
Records of Ragnarok is pretty cool, as a fan of RoTK seeing Lu Bu immediately rook me up.
"People aren't rational. We're not thinking machines, we're feeling machines that happen to think." - Peter Watts

Katou

Naruto lives in my heart, a sensational anime, but it doesn't seem like the same universe, but I will still watch it, from what I noticed from people who didn't like the 3rd season of Mandalorian, they expected the continuation of some concepts but the stories are like that, if it was how we wanted there would be no surprises I don't really like the helmet story though I do like the characters wearing masks and helmets the idea of ​​not removing the helmet under any circumstances gets in the way in a funny way, distracts me by watching because of thoughts "It's ok to poop in a helmet but what if he has the flu? he might sneeze and fog up his visor, he needs to take it off for maintenance during a battle"

nyarla

 I looked in the mirror when I woke up and man! I'm almost looking like a real person, my skin is bronzed again, no bags under my eyes, I think I may even have already gained some weight. Amazing what the sea breeze can do for me.
But you know, that got me thinking, I enjoy changing my hair to fit my moods and well I'm feeling really good about myself today, so why not get a normal basic hairstyle? I think I'm secure enough in who I am to for it. The guys back home would probably laugh at me going for a normie look, but hey this is a small town and I would have a even better time here if I didn't scare away most of the hot guys.
I will ask my brother about it, he is the king of being normal! And boys his age tent to know what is trending. Not that I want to look normal! just experimenting.
"People aren't rational. We're not thinking machines, we're feeling machines that happen to think." - Peter Watts

nyarla

 I did it and I must say, I am quite a handsome normal person. There's being sometime since I last looked at myself like this and when I last did there was still some of that teenager awkwardness in me. I still going to go back to my true self once I leave, but it is good to know whats behind the weirdness. 
Maybe I should try and grow a beard while I am here.

I will for sure go out today again. Maybe I can archive a even greater conquest this night.
"People aren't rational. We're not thinking machines, we're feeling machines that happen to think." - Peter Watts

on the rocks

There's a saying in my country: "You clean up good." ;)
Usually directed at guys, it's meant to convey how much more attractive they can be if they up their game when it comes to how they dress themselves and fix their hair.  Especially if they're the type that rarely combs their hair and is constantly wearing old T-shirts.
It's never so bad that it can't get worse.

nyarla

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Quote from: on the rocks on 07 July, 2023, 19:14:49
There's a saying in my country: "You clean up good." ;)
Usually directed at guys, it's meant to convey how much more attractive they can be if they up their game when it comes to how they dress themselves and fix their hair.  Especially if they're the type that rarely combs their hair and is constantly wearing old T-shirts.
My T-shirts are vintage not old! But yes, the saying may fit.
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Talking about new conquest, I won't say last night was greater than the previous time I went out. I will write it, man my conquest last night was better than the previous time. When multiple choices are offered you usually get the better deal.

Who would have guessed that people feel you're more approachable when you don't look hostile?
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The boy is finally in vacation, I would like to go camping with him like good old times. But winter ain't the best season for it, the nights can get cold here sometimes in winter. Maybe I will drag him into going for a walk to my old secrete beach, I haven't being there in years and I think it would be a awesome place for him to go with his friends.

Sometimes I feel like I have to cover for all the time I "wasted" being attracted to him when we were young. But truth is I don't think it would had being that different, maybe more fights and a few extra days playing games instead of hiding in my room because I was scared to look at him. A lot less boners being hidden that's for sure.
My feelings on it are complicated, sometimes I feel glad it happened other times I feel bad about it.
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Anyway on the topic of kids, man I went by the popular local beach and what a view! You take for granted all the boys in speedo when you live in the littoral. It almost make me wish to go out and sell snacks to the tourist just as an excuse to look at them boys, but no way I spending this time here working.
What I will do is sit on a nearby bar and have some drinks while appreciating the view. And the best part is, if anyone even notice they will think I'm looking at the ocean. Only problem is the beachside prices, but well I will just drink less.

"People aren't rational. We're not thinking machines, we're feeling machines that happen to think." - Peter Watts

nyarla

 It took some convincing but everything is set for our hike tomorrow. I got everything we will need and also two lil squares of acid, fun thing we call it doce here in my region what means candy... The plan is to leave early in the morning, get there before lunch and be back before night time. He claims to never have used acid before, what makes sense it ain't the easiest to drug to get here, so I think it will be perfect, a nice experience and build some memories for the future.

It will be a good to opportunity to re-connect, most times I visited since I left we didn't had much time to spend together... What makes sense, why would he spend time with his failed older brother? Specially since he has all the stupid teen nonsense he likes to waste his time with. Only person in this family I care about, if I allow us to drift apart I am also completely disconnecting from the life I used to have.

"People aren't rational. We're not thinking machines, we're feeling machines that happen to think." - Peter Watts

on the rocks

What an amazing bonding opportunity for two bros.  Have a good trip. ;)
It's never so bad that it can't get worse.

nyarla

Quote from: on the rocks on 12 July, 2023, 23:51:09
What an amazing bonding opportunity for two bros.  Have a good trip. ;)
Just finishing my breakfast and I'm going. The day is beautiful, it will be a good time.
"People aren't rational. We're not thinking machines, we're feeling machines that happen to think." - Peter Watts

nyarla

 I was pretty cool... I'm exhausted, but what a fucking great time we had. I will probably describe it better tomorrow, but it was a good idea, I'm glad we did it.
"People aren't rational. We're not thinking machines, we're feeling machines that happen to think." - Peter Watts

nyarla

 So it was awesome, we finally got to have a good talk about our life. I didn't said too much about how things are on my side, for obvious reasons, but it was nice to hear about all his shenanigans. The day was pretty clear, only a bit windy, so we got a very nice day. He is a lot less adventurous than I was at that age, but he is clearly happy, what I was not, so the win goes to him on that one I guess.

He has a bad musical taste, truly awful... If there was any influence he should have took from me it should have being music. But we found a common middle ground so that wasn't a problem for long.

When we got where we were going we took the acid and it was a very smooth sail. It was a small dose for someone like me, but it was probably the best for him. Was funny to watch that is for sure, the acid appears to have magnify his dumb-ass ideas what was hilarious... What great time we had.
"People aren't rational. We're not thinking machines, we're feeling machines that happen to think." - Peter Watts

on the rocks

Reach down deep and unleash your inner dumbass...
:lol
It's never so bad that it can't get worse.

nyarla

 Two more weeks and I will have to go back to being my wild self. I sure need to chose a new hair color for when I go back, maybe it will distract from the new basic hairstyle. What you guys think? Green, pink or flaming red?

I also finished my last cigarette from my last pack, will have to buy more... It should have lasted longer, maybe I'm smoking more or maybe it's all the sharing while I am out, people should buy their own cigarettes!
"People aren't rational. We're not thinking machines, we're feeling machines that happen to think." - Peter Watts

Quote from: nyarlaI sure need to chose a new hair color for when I go back, maybe it will distract from the new basic hairstyle. What you guys think? Green, pink or flaming red?
I cast my vote for purple.
Quote from: nyarlaI also finished my last cigarette from my last pack, will have to buy more... It should have lasted longer, maybe I'm smoking more or maybe it's all the sharing while I am out, people should buy their own cigarettes!
Yeah, I know that problem. But you know, if you don't buy the finished product but rather some tobacco, some papes and some filters and roll your own this problem kinda disappears, either because people don't know the art of rolling or because they're too lazy. I kinda go back and forth between rolling my own and buying finished ones, depending on what I'm doing like going somewhere in my car for instance, can't roll a cigarette while driving so I might as well buy finished ones for the trip.

:P
And I was alone yet not lonely because in my heart there was the energy of that one girl who means more to me than any human being ever did before.

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