Dumbest Risks we've taken...

[Lillab]

left a browser history with "child super models" links that my roommates found

I loved Child Super Models! This might have been the first thing I started saving a collection of, back in the day. In fact, I still have them in my collection. They are all non-nude, and not terribly suggestive, but definitely makes you look like a pedo. I kept a few saved on my phone over 20 years ago, so while at school and feeling a little depressed, I could try to sneak a peak of a cute smiling child from my phone to help brighten my day. It was a little risky, but at least the worst thing that could happen is taking a hit to my reputation. It would so brighten my day though, I think it was worth it.

[TooLittleTime]

When PC printers finally got good at printing pictures, I couldn't help but print an 8x10 glossy of my favorite curly haired blonde hebe posing topless. That picture defined erotic for me. I lived alone at the time and posted it on the wall of the bedroom I used as an office. It didn't last too long, I eventually got paranoid enough and I shredded it.

Thinking back, the other crazy stupid thing I would do when I was involved with a 8yo developing girl was write out different sexy poses I wanted to try with her on index cards. They ranged from lightly erotic to full on pornographic, and I was highly detailed, the cards would be covered in fine print front and back. I was a big amateur photographer in those days, and I would spend hours fantasizing about our next picture session while sitting in an office at work. I would bundle up those cards at the end of the day, put them in my briefcase and take them home.

And yes, I would use them. At least I destroyed them afterwards.

And this was the girl I was caught with by my girlfriend, so yes side evidence existed at that moment. At least until mid morning the next day, when everything was destroyed. It was the end of anything non digital and non encrypted material I had related to girls, and some prime original material was lost with it. While sad, it was also a good day, when my security became notably better after years of dodging bullets.