Hee guys!
Been a while since I've been here, seems the livelyhood has left this place 🥲
For the people that are still here. How is life? How are you doing? Anything happening that you like to share?
I'm doing pretty ok myself, but I was kinda getting bored of the day-in-day-out life of general adulthood. So to prevent myself from going crazy Im going to live in a different part of the world, new work, new environment, new life. It's exciting, but also scary. If anyone has any experience like that, let me know!
Hope you are all doing well. Interested in your stories.🙃
Yea just logged in today and it seems.... very calm over here.
I feel somewhat the same, I jumped on a plane somewhere else thinking life would get a refresh... and it did, but then it became worse to stay than to leave, I came back and its back to the daily trash can.
Can't help it, I guess. I wish I could.
Why did it get worse to stay than to leave?
I always had this idea of going someplace completely different but there was always a reason to not go. I know it won't be the romantic epic change I might expect, but I don't want to in regret when I'm really old.
Maybe I'll hate it and run back at the first possibility. You never know.
I think that lots of people gave up when this place was down more often than it was up. I was patient, but I think many moved on. I've also noticed that people don't stay long generally. That's been frustrating, but it's not like this subject is easily spoken about.
I agree that our lovely PSC does not have a lot of activity. Over the past couple of months I have made a number of new posts. The engagement I get from these posts is very thoughtful and quite helpful, but there are just not a lot of people commenting or making new posts. Is there some other site out there where pedo's are highly engaged (other than CP sharing sites)?
It's a continuation of a decade-long trend, if we're honest. The downtime probably accelerated that for a bit.
But we soldier on. One never knows when something like PSC will abruptly get 'found' by some slice of the darkweb population.
As for me, I've got some changes in the near term IRL I'm mildly excited about; or at least relieved about. 2025 was a shit year for me so feeling a tinge of optimism is a welcome change. :yes
Quote from: Pedo4VR on 21 February, 2026, 10:01:11Is there some other site out there where pedo's are highly engaged (other than CP sharing sites)?
I keep looking, and I have yet to find anything. I don't look at the clearnet sites, as those tend to be very controlling over the conversations, what conclusions and beliefs you are allowed to hold. In the darkweb, I see communities pop up, but they always end up with a small fraction of the activity on PSC. You mentioned CP sharing sites, and while they have very high activity around the CP, the discussions of everything else is very weak. If you are looking for PSC-like content, even high activity CP sites have less than PSC does. They have less content, and the quality of the responses is lacking. I keep feeling like I am missing something, as it makes no sense to me that the demand for such communities would steadily die over ten years. Social media itself isn't dying off. Maybe something is happening to all the pedos. I believe the total number of people using CP sharing sites has also been declining over the years. It's incredibly hard to sort out what is going on.
Quote from: on the rocks on 21 February, 2026, 14:08:49As for me, I've got some changes in the near term IRL I'm mildly excited about; or at least relieved about. 2025 was a shit year for me so feeling a tinge of optimism is a welcome change. :yes
I feel the same way. Things IRL have been turning around for me lately, and I am excited about that. I would say 2025 was shit, but honestly I feel that way about every year since about 2019. Each time I feel like life is about to turn around, it doesn't pan out. This time, though, this time is going to be different.
Honestly, I think the bad spell all started with me trying to move and change everything in my life. It had unforeseen costs on me, and I am still trying to recover. At least it is still possible to keep building good memories even when life is full of chaos. Life is complicated.
I think part of the issue is the very secure nature of a site like PSC. It is more static. On social media sites, one can cut and past comments, reels, pictures, etc for discussion. These things are inherently not secure.
Quote from: Lillab on 21 February, 2026, 18:44:26(...) I believe the total number of people using CP sharing sites has also been declining over the years. It's incredibly hard to sort out what is going on. (...)
The public opinion has been getting steadily more openly negative. I have a feeling many people are being extra cautious right now. Maybe exposure is also lower, I can remember seeing CP on the clearweb multiple times without looking for it. I don't know if I would have gone darkweb if this didn't spark my interest? The clear web is definitely not the wild west as it used to be and the darkweb hasn't become really easier to handle.
I am happy people are looking somewhat positively into the new year. I hope it gets realized.
Quote from: EliNow on 20 February, 2026, 09:33:48Hee guys!
Hee hee!
Quote from: EliNow on 20 February, 2026, 09:33:48For the people that are still here. How is life? How are you doing? Anything happening that you like to share?
Just trying to earn that green, while also making sure my life isn't turning grey. I'm also writing stories again now. Here's hoping procrastination ain't gonna getting the best of me.
Quote from: EliNow on 20 February, 2026, 09:33:48Im going to live in a different part of the world, new work, new environment, new life.
I wish I could afford traveling. I'm curious of life in the west and wonder if my view of the world remains monotone if I went there for once. Alas, the problem is money, sigh.
Quote from: Shady on 23 February, 2026, 11:14:17I wish I could afford traveling. I'm curious of life in the west and wonder if my view of the world remains monotone if I went there for once. Alas, the problem is money, sigh.
I am fortuneate that I am in the financial space to do this. It is always good to remind one self of the privileges he has. I hope your financial situation is not weighing on your life too much.
I am doubtful that the west will be seen less monotone to you, if not more monotone. I was hoping to get better true connections with people living in a less individualistic part of the world, we will see.
Quote from: EliNow on 20 February, 2026, 09:33:48So to prevent myself from going crazy Im going to live in a different part of the world, new work, new environment, new life. It's exciting, but also scary. If anyone has any experience like that, let me know!
I did something similar couple of years ago, and personally I thought it was great. Felt like a real refresh, like going through a carwash. That said - you can never pick up your belongings and move away from who you are, right? It will always follow you wherever you are to some degree...but it can give you a new boost to life. I also prefer to go under the radar, and no one here really know me or what/who I am, and that's nice.
PSC is much slower than it used to be, but that relates to most Tor-sites these days.
I went through my catalogue of Tor-links today, and surprisingly PSC was the only one working!
Like another guy said - a lot of newly registered members on this site remains ghosts. They will never post or contribute, but just vanish into space...I guess it is because they are unsure of them self, in the closet, married with children, just curious etc.
Other Tor-boards, especially Boy-boards, has a much more hardcore, regular group of guys you can recognize and trust.
I also miss the possibility to post pics and memes here because it is a big part of Tor-pedoboards. I go online to chat and have fun, and topics would sure be much more fun with pictures and GIFs.
On the rocks is the only funny guy here, I always giggle like a little school girl when I read his posts, so thank God for this guy.
By the way, you asked us how we are doing?
Everyday above ground is a good day! Remember to enjoy life.
Quote from: Shady on 23 February, 2026, 11:14:17Quote from: EliNow on 20 February, 2026, 09:33:48Hee guys!
Hee hee!
Sha-mona!
Quote from: Zepp on 23 February, 2026, 20:56:51I also miss the possibility to post pics and memes here because it is a big part of Tor-pedoboards. I go online to chat and have fun, and topics would sure be much more fun with pictures and GIFs.
On the rocks is the only funny guy here, I always giggle like a little school girl when I read his posts, so thank God for this guy.
Yeah, forums in general are kinda seen as a dying medium, and then restrict the use of multimedia and it's sort of a hard sell for a lot of people. I wish there was a way to allow more multimedia use, but unfortunately it just always ends up a problem--it only takes
one drop to poison the well.
sigh you have a point about on the rocks being the only funny guy here
The DDoS really sapped a lot of feelings of reliability, caused a lot of people to write us off, but the activity has been waning before that even. Sadly, a lot of the pillars of the community that kind of breathed life into it have moved on, but it's always like that. Things ebb and flow. DoJ and I have busted our asses trying to keep the lights on, but we can't force people to get out on the floor and dance.
Dance motherfuckers! :taunt
We're not giving up though, and we'll be a lot more resilient through an attack in the future. I'm glad to hear that we're one of the few remaining darkweb communities with some stability.
Anyway, as for me, my personal life has been a whirlwind of change. Mostly for the better, but all change is difficult. I've found it really hard to find time to engage with the community as well as fulfill all of the administration duties. But it's nice to find a topic like this to come add my two cents to on the rare occasion I have the free time to do so :party
Quote from: LikelyHuman on 23 February, 2026, 23:03:35Sadly, a lot of the pillars of the community that kind of breathed life into it have moved on, but it's always like that. Things ebb and flow. DoJ and I have busted our asses trying to keep the lights on, but we can't force people to get out on the floor and dance. Dance motherfuckers! :taunt
Anyway, as for me, my personal life has been a whirlwind of change. Mostly for the better, but all change is difficult. I've found it really hard to find time to engage with the community as well as fulfill all of the administration duties. But it's nice to find a topic like this to come add my two cents to on the rare occasion I have the free time to do so :party
I'm always there though...wiggling my ass to late 70s disco.
You know the board is in trouble when the "young guy" is dancing while listening to Bee Gees....
Quote from: Zepp on 23 February, 2026, 20:56:51I did something similar couple of years ago, and personally I thought it was great. Felt like a real refresh, like going through a carwash. That said - you can never pick up your belongings and move away from who you are, right? It will always follow you wherever you are to some degree...but it can give you a new boost to life. I also prefer to go under the radar, and no one here really know me or what/who I am, and that's nice.
What is a nice take, I'm happy the experience was good for you. I agree with what you say and I'm not naive to think I'll be able to ride into the sunset and never look back. But I do hope to leave somethings behind. I have so much emotional clutter in my life. Things that are never finished, never important enough to address, but still lingering in the mind, connections to people and family that has been long overdue. You know?
I hope this either forces me to finally address it or I'm able to finally let it die out and let go. Does that make sense? I'm still wrapping my mind around it, I'm happy to be able to put it down.
Quote from: LikelyHuman on 23 February, 2026, 23:03:35Anyway, as for me, my personal life has been a whirlwind of change. Mostly for the better, but all change is difficult. I've found it really hard to find time to engage with the community as well as fulfill all of the administration duties. But it's nice to find a topic like this to come add my two cents to on the rare occasion I have the free time to do so :party
Thank you for spending your well earned two cents here. I am happy this community exists and wished I had this when I was a scared young(er) boy. I appreciate the time you're spending.
Quote from: Zepp on 23 February, 2026, 23:45:20I'm always there though...wiggling my ass to late 70s disco.
You know the board is in trouble when the "young guy" is dancing while listening to Bee Gees....
I would say I'll dance with you, but I have to admit I would be able to name one song by the Bee Gees.
I'll be in the corner feeling ashamed.
Quote from: LikelyHuman on 23 February, 2026, 23:03:35DoJ and I have busted our asses trying to keep the lights on, but we can't force people to get out on the floor and dance.
Dance motherfuckers! :taunt
I'm that one guy who likes to stand in the corner and just watch everyone else have fun ;)
Quote from: EliNow on 24 February, 2026, 00:14:12I would say I'll dance with you, but I have to admit I would be able to name one song by the Bee Gees.
I'll be in the corner feeling ashamed.
Come on now, you are making me kind of horny. Cut it out :)
How deep is you love?
Night Fever?
Stayin Alive???
You should be dancing.....YEAHHH!!!
I used to hate disco, but stuff like the Bee Gees has aged like a fine wine. Dance music made with real instruments? What a concept! :happy
Glad the levity I often bring is appreciated. I wonder if I missed my calling as a comedy writer. :P
Quote from: on the rocks on 24 February, 2026, 01:28:04I wonder if I missed my calling as a comedy writer. :P
In a different world you'd be killing it as a comedian.
I often try to include some jokes in my replies, but I can never do it as well as you do. You have a fantastic comedic instinct
Quote from: on the rocks on 24 February, 2026, 01:28:04Glad the levity I often bring is appreciated. I wonder if I missed my calling as a comedy writer. :P
I'd pay to see that! It would surely be a great event for the whole family!
Still alive... Not that anyone cares. :)
We care! :wave
Nice to see another long-timer poke their head up every now and then. [.
Quote from: lolitosis-2 on 26 February, 2026, 19:06:02Still alive... Not that anyone cares. :)
Every day still alive is a celebration in itself. I truly hope it's also a day with general happiness too you and everyone else.
Personally, I'm kinda done with wearing 4 layers of thick clothing, I am looking forward to spring.
Life has kind of been the shits for a few months. Mostly crazy girlfriends stuff. Has kept me off here more than on. But I see a turnaround coming.
Besides that, life is actually great in all other ways. Still have young ones in my life, even if they are primarily eye candy. But I have a good imagination, so that helps a lot!